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If you know when you die,you don't know what to do...if tomorrow you die you feel like hell...cry,scream,you go at your boyfriend or girlfriend,you tell her: sweetie...i wanna to tell you something...but please don't cry...this is my last day alive,i'm sorry for everything i love you a lot and i don't want to lose you...please promise me you'll never forget me...girl promised him.

But she cry and she don't know what to do,she promised him: i never forget you i love you to much to forget you i will never love another boy how much i love you, you're everything for me...

Boy tell her...thank you i love you...and i'm sorry for all time when we don't meet and if i make you sad or something else i'm really sorry please forgive me, i don't wanna die i want to stay with you all rest of my life i'm sorry!...

Girl: plase stop cry i'm here with you and i will be always with you in your heart and you too..you're with me in my heart always i love you,i forgive you and i know you want to stay with me all your life,me too i want to stay with you all my life if i have ten life i want to stay with you because i love you too much...nobody know how much i love you just me and you my love,anything what happens i will be with you in your heart don't forget that i love you ! <3

Boy: ohh...i know my love but...i can't touch you i can't kiss,hug you...i can't do more things if i'm dead...

Girl: I promise you that if you die and i can not get over it i kill myself..and i don't care what you say now i love you too much to stay away from you!

Boy: ...i love you too my baby <3.

After that night boy has died and girl could not get over...and she kill herself...

Don't ask me about that !

Hi everyone,it's me Edward...
Now two last day i saw something...is not a dream,it's something almost real.
I was outside,and i sit down,and then i'm thinking..i forget at what...
After that i enter in i don't know what...but it was like a dream...but i was awake.
That " dream " - " vision " ...was like that.

I was in the bathroom to wash my face,and there was very more steam idk why , i look in mirror,first time i see something black,two time i saw something more black, and the third time i saw me with black eyes , high, and i was stuck...i can't move i can't say something or to do something to run away or something else...
and i entered in my body,after that i wake up , and my pulse is very high and my heart beat very very fast and strong...after this all i'm feel changed...and idk why...
That's all.

It's true..

Now i cannot understand why

God! Why ?
I can't believe that! I'm not together with bulina but..i love her.
Fuck! I love you,i love you a lot bulina...i can't forget you because i love you,i'm sorry and i know you can't hear that....but when we go out i will tell you and i will tell you i love you and i'm sorry for everything.
All my memories have remaining and all my feelings..you're my obsession...maybe you think i'm crazy,but i'm not...i love you a lot,i don't have words to tell you how much i love you...you still love you..i'm impressed :3...i tried to be with another girl but can not...are two reasons
1- she don't want
2- i still love you


i'm sorry again.

Me and you.

Hi everyone...i wanna to tell something about me and my ex girlfriend...
I was together with her a long time...but at beginning did not exist strife...after that we started to strife us..but we got together again always ^^...but now...is different,now is seriously,now we are no longer together and i don't think we can be together again...i don't have what to do....i accept this thing and i try to pass over.
I don't know what feel she now,but i think she is sad and she feel alone,i don't know sure if she regretting for that..maybe yes maybe no...but i'm sorry for everything...all words..all what i said was true...now i don't have for what to lying.
I'd lie if i tell you I don't love you , i was blindfolded when i did what i made but afterwards i realized i was wrong what i made i regretted all what i made that make you to suffer,i'm sorry.
I love you...always when you tell me you love me i feel like i have butterflies in stomach :3 ...but now...i'm sad... i don't want to believe what i know now...
Idk what to do now...i stay and think...
This story is more big but for today i think is enough how much i writing...bye bye .

You really feel that?

In these stars are your feelings towards me<3

Why?

why,why you tell me that...why you tell me you love me if you don't feel something for me,just why...you don't know how i feel me now?

one angel is summoned me to him,but i refused him for you...because i love you...but if he wants to summon me again i will not refuse...because i do not have why to stay alive ..just for one girl who do not love me ?...no thanks...if you really feel something for me tell me now or lets me go...now and forever, together we can change the future...

just me and you just if you really feel something for me..if you don't feel something for me,i'm really sorry but i have to go...where? anywhere...i'm sorry goodbye my love...and i'm sorry because you don't want to stay with me forever...but you chose this not me...it's another world inside in my, what you never see...

True Story x3

Was a boy...was almost always alone and no have friends...he wished one girlfriend to truly love each other,and to be together always, to not lie to each other, that they won't break the relationship..and be happy together...especially him to be happy for the first time
because found a girl who can to  understand him and to accept it as it is.
He went outside to put down on the grass near a tree,was sitting saw a couple who passed by and laugh at him...he had tears in his eyes,went at home and she slept.
The next day he walk again in his favorite place, from that tree down on the grass...and when he got there he saw a girl,was sitting down and wept...the boy went to her and asked what's wrong, why she's crying?The girl looked at him and hugged him.
And he had tears in his eyes when he saw her crying,and it squeezes increasingly hard in her arms.
Boy has begun to cry and he told her to stop...not to cry anymore, and to tell him why cry and what happend...the girl said it was always alone and not have anybody.
Doesn't have a boyfriend, she said she wants a boyfriend to stay with her and love each other always,Her friends are all false, she do not had never one boy to a understand.
Boy told the girl that he does not have any friends,
boy was raised her and took her to him home...she asked why he brought her here,boy told her he want to talk with her.girl was told well...entered the house and spoke ..it was evening, she told him that she must go home,boy told her that he will take her home..
The next day they meet again at that place,girl told him that she liked him and boy told her the same,said that here it have to be their favorite place..to meet there always,boy say ok,girl kissed and hugged him...boy asked her if she wants to be his girlfriend..
girl was told yes..they were together, happy until one day.
girl had to leave town with her parents to move from there for forever.
boy started crying and said he will move with her.. girl told him not to move,boy told why?
I love you and i want to be always near of you,girl said that she loves him and wants to always be close of him but i have to move...boy run to him at home ..girl told her to stay with her to talk...
The girl went to him home was found the door open and everything broke  there and the boy sitting in bed and crying,the girl started crying and he  put near the boy, she told him, i love you very much and i don't want to move but must.
Boy says ok,girl take given a gift to the boy.gave her bracelet on gold, and a picture with her.boy take given her one teddy bear, and one chain of gold,the girl went home.
Girl made luggage,boy went to say goodbye,has kissed and hugged girl and say, I love you and will always love you,whatever may befall...do not forget that...the girl left with her parents, the boy went home and has started to cry.
After a month and have sent letters and pictures always,boy ..in last letter told him that today will be the last day for him...
Boy went to the tree and was hung.
The next day the girl ran of home on town where is boy,and started to cry,
girl give Bear back to him , and she went off a bridge and was threw..and the girl died.
girl's parents did not know where is her she knew only as she has ran of home. girl's parents learned that he committed suicide after 3 days for that boy and boy for that girl...
And then the  parents have realized that they made a big mistake that they tried to break that relationship...
No realized he'd be in feeling to this.
is too late to move back in that city...because he had lost girl and the boy lost girl...
and is loved so much ...

True Story.

first kiss could be the last kiss.
I go outside with 3 friends,i went to a place together and i stay there down...a girl in needles 3, she likes me...i like her too.
I talked....before to go home she kissed me and i kissed her...this is the first kiss between me and she.
That was the last kiss,since then i have not saw her...maybe not had to kiss her...but now not matter,she don't wanted something actual...i understood and i left her..
Has past a month and i have not seen it,now i don't know what doing that girl..but i don't care what she doing now,she can do everything what she want.

Story ^.^

Is your fault
You chose that not me...
you wanted to happen like this, not me.
Once in life i find one girl who really love me and she broken my heart,i don't know why but i know something else,she didn't had enough confidence in me.
I thought about it all the time to she,she is outside with others boys... she doesn't look at me but i don't know why...
Next day outside.
Again she is outside with others boys,and i'm with my best girlfriend..when she sees me comes to me and jump on me why i'm with my best girlfriend outside...i did not say anything..i'm go at home with my best girlfriend...
and my best girlfriend ask me, why that girl is so mean with me,i said, i don't know...
after 1 year...
my best friend committed suicide...i cried a week..after that i committed suicide...

So alone...but why ?

Sadness came over me and I want to cry ... can not ... I love you and want you back...
Shattered dreams, crushed hearts, and all is a mirage ...
Nobody understands me ... no one believes me, why are still alive ... why i'm alive now just for suffering? ...
 Cry of pain ... I'm lonely and sad and I want it back ... go back and make me smile again ...

I stay in my room cold,i look around...i think the walls are closing in around me...i feel alone...it's dark and cold,just like my heart...i close my eyes and i try forget everything
If i could laugh, I would not cry ...


Better die for something than live for nothing ...
Sick of crying, tired of trying, yes i’m smiling but inside i’m dieing…
My soul is lost for ever in the dark...don't worry...i'm fine,in my loneliness eternal...

So alone :'(

why i'm so alone...
you so far from me...
why i can't to be there with you?...
useless you tell me you love me if you are so far from me...no matter how much you love me if that is don't really...i thought as in finally i find that girl who really love me...but it was not so,she made me suffer more.
now i don't know what is to do...to continue my life and to suffer always or to kill myself...but i chose...to stay alive, but not very much time.
after one month or two i want to kill myself,if somebody want to stop me i stay togheter with that person forever,just girls can stop me.
i don't know what happen after two month or one...but i'm really sorry for everything </3 .

O poveste triste.

Sunt ca un inger,un demon, care ii face pe toti prietenii lui sa se simta foarte bine in preajma lui,sunt facut doar pentru a imi indeplini o misiune iar dupaceea sa dispar o data pentru tot deauna,si sa nu isi aduca aminte de mine nimeni,doar persoanele dragi mie...as fi preferat sa se intample altfel...

Sunt afara cu iubita,cineva a minti-o ca eu mai sunt impreuna cu cineva,ea nu ma crezut pe mine,a fugit spre strada eu am tipat la ea sa se opreasca...nu sa oprit...a dat masina in ea,a murit,mi-am dorit in acea clipa ca sa fiu eu cel care moare si ea sa imi ieie viata mea...timpul sa dat inapoi...si sa inversat rolurile..eu am aflat ca ea mai e impreuna cu cineva...nu am crezuto eu am fugit spre strada si a dat masina in mine..am murit pe loc,ea stia povestea adevarata...dar nu a spus la nimeni,imi doream sa traiesc mai mult alaturi de ea si sa fim fericiti impreuna dar prefer sa mor eu decat sa moara ea...ea inseamna totul pentru mine,ea era esenta vieti mele nu puteam trai fara ea nu vroiam sa fiu alaturi de o alta fata vroiam sa fiu doar cu ea...o iubeam mai mult decat orice...chiar daca se adunau toti oamenii din acest univers la un loc sa o iubeasca, nu se compara cu iubirea care o aveam eu fata de ea...

Te iubesc si te voi iubi mereu chiar daca nu sunt langa tine sunt in sufletul tau si acolo voi ramane pentru totdeauna,te voi iubi mereu.

New story.

Anywhere existed love,no matter at what distance,love cannot die,is forever and is in all people.
But not more people know how to love and how to apreciate that.
More people want only one thing and after break up relationship.
That is not love,is Fake love.
True love is:
To stay together with one girl a very long time, Must to love her.
To care about by she
is not good to lie in a relationship.
It's very cute to say her sweet words.
is nice to do things together with her.
and much more by this genre.
love existed and at away.

I love you.<3

Love

Something new...
Everything is revolves in love and dreams
Every time when you love maybe is just a dream
You have to see in her heart if she love you,if don't love you don't try...
do not try to make to love you.
Just think is just a dream a beautiful dream...who be extinguished when you wake up of that dream...
In life is to much.
The same in dreams.
In imagination,in dreams,in life you are condemned to suffer every time when you love...because maybe is not a feeling mutual.You know when you really love.

Just if.

if tomorrow i would not be really you will remember,all that was with us ever?
if tomorrow maybe i will go in whispers you will be like today..
has passed away one day you're always
how much i miss to hear your word.
in this short life and foreign...
i will be again together with you,in this life is to much.

Hate

Hate,Pain,Sad,Suicide,Alone,Away of you,Dreams,Hope,Love.

I love my Girlfriend.
I hate more people.
I'm alone when i'm not there with you.
I miss you when i'm not with you.
I love you so much that nobody in this world can't say.
I feel pain in my heart in every day when i'm not with you.
I fall asleep every day thinking about you.
I hope i never lose you.
I want to die when i see you sad.
I wanna suicide me when my heart is broken.
You are never away from me,i'm with you always in your heart.

For you.

I killed myself before you came...
to get hanging me of  your cold gaze.I killed myself before plunges and other thorns in my heart.
I killed myself before to cut me in slice,with thousands words to goodbye.
I killed myself before you my take breath with a one last kiss.
in the empty room,i dressed with your memories forgotten under the bed,rusty on half of moments.
With tears i decomposed your picture just to drink my poison.
In the name of love i lost my soul.
and your coward...
skeleton silent of my suffering and a heart that was only yours
I lived to love you ...
now living just to die
I killed myself hoping that I will  birth over a time again in your eyes.

Dreams.

Dreams are the feelings expressed by thoughts, and some of our imagination. The origin of dreams is unknown and if not keep them losing them. Thus more staying with a poor memory or with certain clues which we would be could help to us resolve better problems of life by day with day

Best Girlfriend.

Boy: hi <3
Girl: haii cutie<3
Boy: i miss you <3
Girl: aww me too <3*kiss*
Boy: what are you doing *kiss*
Girl: im watching something about weddings on tv, looking at how pretty girls are in their dresses
Boy: *puppy face* ok <3
Girl: what are you doing baby?
Boy: ...nothing i'm bored and little sad
Girl: aww why are you sad?<3
Boy: i feel so alone and away of life,i'm so closed in me :(
Girl: aww baby please be happy
i dont like it when you are sad, it makes me sad
i wish i could be with you so i can make you happy
Boy: aww*puppy face*  ok..i want to be there with you... <3
Girl: why dont you go out with firends and have fun?<3
Boy:  because i don't have more friends and many is false...more " friends " talk about me behind my back..and many others
Girl: aww im sorry, that is not nice :/
i hate people like that. have you told them you dont like it when they talk about you behind your back?
Boy: when are not with them .. and i'm with others friends outside.
Boy: i want to be there you you,because you're not like them...
Girl: yeah baby, i dont talk about people behind their back. i say everything to their face whether or not its good or bad
Boy: what hour is there?
Girl: it is 8:30 at night
Boy:nice *puppy face* here is 6:36 am and i can't sleep
Girl: aww im sorry sweetie
Boy: what happen if do something bad ?
Girl: like what?
Boy: cut
Girl: no no no dont you even think about that >.<
Boy: but why *puppy face*
Girl: because thatll make me sad and cutting doesnt make anything better
Girl: i love you sweetie,please dont cut
Boy: ok, i love you too <3

     *KISS,HUGS*

Girl: Good <3 *kiss*
Boy: i think i'll try to sleep..you mind? *puppy face*
Girl: its okay baby, get some rest<3
Boy: ok<3
Girl:
Boy: good night and sweet dreams sleep tight i love you a lot <3 <3 *kiss,hugs* i love you don't forget
Boy: goodbye my love<3
Girl: <3 i will never forget that baby,goodbye.
hihi ^.^* I love this girl<3.

Alone.

I'm like an angel without wings ... hopeless and condemned to suffering and loneliness ..

A story about one girl.

 Was a girl,she was alive, but she was like dead...she was alone ,nobody understand her ever.she cried always before to go sleep,she hated herself.but this was till she meet that person,a person who searched her much,she was very happy when was with him.felt that he can understand all her life and for the first time she don't feel alone.
she begun to believe in herself,she has begun to their accept life as it is she.she was choice to live for him.
until in one day...
the day that her soul has died...
she saw the boy with another girl.
crying she went home,and begun to think...she want to die in silence..her mother went to her room and saw there a letter covered with blood.
[My boyfriend I never lied!..you know what? i don't want to tell me goodbye,so i'm leaving this world without to say me goodbye...]

That was for you...but now is late...i'm sorry for all.

Alone i was all my life...but now i find you bulina,you make me happy for first time in my life i'm happy i love you ,you are everything for me, you are all what i need in this life,i will never let you go,your love is all i think about.
i'm really sorry for everything,everything what hurt you...i'm sorry, i don't know if you can forgive me,but i want you to know something.
I love you <3.
i hate me because i hurt you...
you love me,you understand me always...i really love you and i'm sorry for everything what hurt you...

.........

Why...i love you, you are everything what i want...why did you do that?...i cannot understand,I thought that dream can become reality...but i was wrong.for me neither one dream can't become reality,i'd rather die...i don't have for what to live...maybe one day you'll realize something .. i really love you.
Now i sit and cry...and for what?...for you because i love you and i need you back..

...love...

I thought you believe me..
I thought you are different

I thought you love me
I thought that we will be happy together
I thought that all that makes me suffer is gone
I thought will be different
But I was wrong, it isn't...I had so much trust in you, I thought that if I will be with you it will be better but it wasn't that way
Why I feel so alone
Why don't you show me your love?
Why don't you show me how's love truly?
Why?, can't you tell me why?
...........
Suppose not.
One thing i know clearly, I love you I loved you and I will always truly love you but you are indifferent and that makes me suffer much.

!!!

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Memories

All my memories