So alone...but why ?

Sadness came over me and I want to cry ... can not ... I love you and want you back...
Shattered dreams, crushed hearts, and all is a mirage ...
Nobody understands me ... no one believes me, why are still alive ... why i'm alive now just for suffering? ...
 Cry of pain ... I'm lonely and sad and I want it back ... go back and make me smile again ...

I stay in my room cold,i look around...i think the walls are closing in around me...i feel alone...it's dark and cold,just like my heart...i close my eyes and i try forget everything
If i could laugh, I would not cry ...


Better die for something than live for nothing ...
Sick of crying, tired of trying, yes i’m smiling but inside i’m dieing…
My soul is lost for ever in the dark...don't worry...i'm fine,in my loneliness eternal...