miercuri, 14 martie 2012

I'm sorry for what mistakes i made in the past.

I'm sorry..
I'm sorry for what mistakes i've made in the past.
I'm sorry because i did not had courage to say to you face in face * i'm sorry *
But now,i've changed and i do not make another mistakes.
I'm sorry & Thank you because you forgive me.

sâmbătă, 4 februarie 2012

Us.

I trust you,i trust us,nobody can take your place from my heart!
Just us we are in my heart and nobody else, i swear.
I promise you more thing...and really i want to do everything i say,and i'll do.
Nobody can stop me,just you...just if you leave me...if you leave me i'll not make all those promises witch i said.
I trust you when you said you love me and you never leave me.
You have to trust me too,i'll never leave you!
Honest,if one girl will be come to me and she is someone rich..really i don't care,why?Because nobody will show me her love like you do...and nobody will be care about me like you do,nobody will be like you,i don't wanna lose you!
If i lose you i swear on everything i do i'll run away from home.[and i think you now why i want to do this thing,if you don't know i'll tell you I love you a lot!].
Honestly i don't know what happened yesterday,when you said me[i rush]you don't told me you love me..and you don't kiss me...i think you saw someone.But is ok.
I want both to be happy together.
I love you raluca and Happy Birthday ! I'll LOVE YOU FOREVER <3 Raluca !

miercuri, 18 ianuarie 2012

Promise me...

If i go promise me... :

Promise me you'll waiting for me and still love me like the first time.
Promise me you'll never forget me and don't leave me for someone else.
Promise me you'll remember me and you never let's me go.
I need to know more things if i'll come back or not,if your promises it's not true better i don't come back at you,and i'll stay there forever with you in my mind and in my heart always with thought at you and i will always love you dosn't matter if you don't love me,i'll still love you forever because...i never love so much one girl..you're the first girl who i love so much and you'll still always my little girl,love.
If i come back...and you don't love me anymore i'm not there for you..i'll be there for me not for you not for someone else...
And yes,i still love you but i can't be together with you again because you refuse me.
But i want to you still love me and to promise me you'll waiting me.

luni, 16 ianuarie 2012

I miss...

I miss...

-I miss your kisses
-I miss your kiss on my cheek
-I miss your kisses on my lips
-I miss your voice when whispering me you love me
-I miss your hugs
-I miss you glasses
-I miss your touch
-I miss how you hold my hand
-I miss the first time when you told me you love me
-I miss our second kiss.[because first our kiss was when i was drunk :"3,and i'm really sorry for that :c .]
-I miss our first hug[i've told you * you don't forgot something? * and then you come at me and you hug me,and was a short hug,and i don't know sure...but i've told you something like * was a short hug...i wanted a long hug * and then you've told me  * next time * and next time you have given me a long hug<3]
-I miss your eyes[when we look on each other's eyes and we suddenly start laughing]
-I miss your smile
-I miss your lips
-I miss your body
-I miss your company
-I miss your face
-I miss those days when I touched your face and i kiss you
-I miss the days when we sit in scale and we think at each other
-I miss when you told me to don't do something wrong,something what can hurt me
-I miss when you hold me in your arms
-I miss you when you're away from me
-I miss you when you cannot come outside with me
-I miss your face when i see you crying
-I miss your words
-I miss you
    I TRULY MISS YOU <3 !!!






marți, 20 septembrie 2011

Smt







If you know when you die,you don't know what to do...if tomorrow you die you feel like hell...cry,scream,you go at your boyfriend or girlfriend,you tell her: sweetie...i wanna to tell you something...but please don't cry...this is my last day alive,i'm sorry for everything i love you a lot and i don't want to lose you...please promise me you'll never forget me...girl promised him.
But she cry and she don't know what to do,she promised him: i never forget you i love you to much to forget you i will never love another boy how much i love you, you're everything for me...
Boy tell her...thank you i love you...and i'm sorry for all time when we don't meet and if i make you sad or something else i'm really sorry please forgive me, i don't wanna die i want to stay with you all rest of my life i'm sorry!...
Girl: plase stop cry i'm here with you and i will be always with you in your heart and you too..you're with me in my heart always i love you,i forgive you and i know you want to stay with me all your life,me too i want to stay with you all my life if i have ten life i want to stay with you because i love you too much...nobody know how much i love you just me and you my love,anything what happens i will be with you in your heart don't forget that i love you ! <3
Boy: ohh...i know my love but...i can't touch you i can't kiss,hug you...i can't do more things if i'm dead...
Girl: I promise you that if you die and i can not get over it i kill myself..and i don't care what you say now i love you too much to stay away from you!
Boy: ...i love you too my baby <3.

After that night boy has died and girl could not get over...and she kill herself...

Don't ask me about that !


Hi everyone,it's me Edward...
Now two last day i saw something...is not a dream,it's something almost real.
I was outside,and i sit down,and then i'm thinking..i forget at what...
After that i enter in i don't know what...but it was like a dream...but i was awake.
That " dream " - " vision " ...was like that.

I was in the bathroom to wash my face,and there was very more steam idk why , i look in mirror,first time i see something black,two time i saw something more black, and the third time i saw me with black eyes , high, and i was stuck...i can't move i can't say something or to do something to run away or something else...
and i entered in my body,after that i wake up , and my pulse is very high and my heart beat very very fast and strong...after this all i'm feel changed...and idk why...
That's all.

It's true..

miercuri, 31 august 2011

Now i cannot understand why

God! Why ?
I can't believe that! I'm not together with bulina but..i love her.
Fuck! I love you,i love you a lot bulina...i can't forget you because i love you,i'm sorry and i know you can't hear that....but when we go out i will tell you and i will tell you i love you and i'm sorry for everything.
All my memories have remaining and all my feelings..you're my obsession...maybe you think i'm crazy,but i'm not...i love you a lot,i don't have words to tell you how much i love you...you still love you..i'm impressed :3...i tried to be with another girl but can not...are two reasons
1- she don't want
2- i still love you


i'm sorry again.

marți, 23 august 2011

Me and you.

Hi everyone...i wanna to tell something about me and my ex girlfriend...
I was together with her a long time...but at beginning did not exist strife...after that we started to strife us..but we got together again always ^^...but now...is different,now is seriously,now we are no longer together and i don't think we can be together again...i don't have what to do....i accept this thing and i try to pass over.
I don't know what feel she now,but i think she is sad and she feel alone,i don't know sure if she regretting for that..maybe yes maybe no...but i'm sorry for everything...all words..all what i said was true...now i don't have for what to lying.
I'd lie if i tell you I don't love you , i was blindfolded when i did what i made but afterwards i realized i was wrong what i made i regretted all what i made that make you to suffer,i'm sorry.
I love you...always when you tell me you love me i feel like i have butterflies in stomach :3 ...but now...i'm sad... i don't want to believe what i know now...
Idk what to do now...i stay and think...
This story is more big but for today i think is enough how much i writing...bye bye .

duminică, 21 august 2011

You really feel that?


In these stars are your feelings towards me<3

Why?


why,why you tell me that...why you tell me you love me if you don't feel something for me,just why...you don't know how i feel me now?
one angel is summoned me to him,but i refused him for you...because i love you...but if he wants to summon me again i will not refuse...because i do not have why to stay alive ..just for one girl who do not love me ?...no thanks...if you really feel something for me tell me now or lets me go...now and forever, together we can change the future...
just me and you just if you really feel something for me..if you don't feel something for me,i'm really sorry but i have to go...where? anywhere...i'm sorry goodbye my love...and i'm sorry because you don't want to stay with me forever...but you chose this not me...it's another world inside in my, what you never see...

True Story x3



Was a boy...was almost always alone and no have friends...he wished one girlfriend to truly love each other,and to be together always, to not lie to each other, that they won't break the relationship..and be happy together...especially him to be happy for the first time
because found a girl who can to  understand him and to accept it as it is.
He went outside to put down on the grass near a tree,was sitting saw a couple who passed by and laugh at him...he had tears in his eyes,went at home and she slept.
The next day he walk again in his favorite place, from that tree down on the grass...and when he got there he saw a girl,was sitting down and wept...the boy went to her and asked what's wrong, why she's crying?The girl looked at him and hugged him.
And he had tears in his eyes when he saw her crying,and it squeezes increasingly hard in her arms.
Boy has begun to cry and he told her to stop...not to cry anymore, and to tell him why cry and what happend...the girl said it was always alone and not have anybody.
Doesn't have a boyfriend, she said she wants a boyfriend to stay with her and love each other always,Her friends are all false, she do not had never one boy to a understand.
Boy told the girl that he does not have any friends,
boy was raised her and took her to him home...she asked why he brought her here,boy told her he want to talk with her.girl was told well...entered the house and spoke ..it was evening, she told him that she must go home,boy told her that he will take her home..
The next day they meet again at that place,girl told him that she liked him and boy told her the same,said that here it have to be their favorite place..to meet there always,boy say ok,girl kissed and hugged him...boy asked her if she wants to be his girlfriend..
girl was told yes..they were together, happy until one day.
girl had to leave town with her parents to move from there for forever.
boy started crying and said he will move with her.. girl told him not to move,boy told why?
I love you and i want to be always near of you,girl said that she loves him and wants to always be close of him but i have to move...boy run to him at home ..girl told her to stay with her to talk...
The girl went to him home was found the door open and everything broke  there and the boy sitting in bed and crying,the girl started crying and he  put near the boy, she told him, i love you very much and i don't want to move but must.
Boy says ok,girl take given a gift to the boy.gave her bracelet on gold, and a picture with her.boy take given her one teddy bear, and one chain of gold,the girl went home.
Girl made luggage,boy went to say goodbye,has kissed and hugged girl and say, I love you and will always love you,whatever may befall...do not forget that...the girl left with her parents, the boy went home and has started to cry.
After a month and have sent letters and pictures always,boy ..in last letter told him that today will be the last day for him...
Boy went to the tree and was hung.
The next day the girl ran of home on town where is boy,and started to cry,
girl give Bear back to him , and she went off a bridge and was threw..and the girl died.
girl's parents did not know where is her she knew only as she has ran of home. girl's parents learned that he committed suicide after 3 days for that boy and boy for that girl...
And then the  parents have realized that they made a big mistake that they tried to break that relationship...
No realized he'd be in feeling to this.
is too late to move back in that city...because he had lost girl and the boy lost girl...
and is loved so much ...

True Story.




first kiss could be the last kiss.
I go outside with 3 friends,i went to a place together and i stay there down...a girl in needles 3, she likes me...i like her too.
I talked....before to go home she kissed me and i kissed her...this is the first kiss between me and she.
That was the last kiss,since then i have not saw her...maybe not had to kiss her...but now not matter,she don't wanted something actual...i understood and i left her..
Has past a month and i have not seen it,now i don't know what doing that girl..but i don't care what she doing now,she can do everything what she want.

Story ^.^



Is your fault
You chose that not me...
you wanted to happen like this, not me.
Once in life i find one girl who really love me and she broken my heart,i don't know why but i know something else,she didn't had enough confidence in me.
I thought about it all the time to she,she is outside with others boys... she doesn't look at me but i don't know why...
Next day outside.
Again she is outside with others boys,and i'm with my best girlfriend..when she sees me comes to me and jump on me why i'm with my best girlfriend outside...i did not say anything..i'm go at home with my best girlfriend...
and my best girlfriend ask me, why that girl is so mean with me,i said, i don't know...
after 1 year...
my best friend committed suicide...i cried a week..after that i committed suicide...

So alone...but why ?



Sadness came over me and I want to cry ... can not ... I love you and want you back...
Shattered dreams, crushed hearts, and all is a mirage ...
Nobody understands me ... no one believes me, why are still alive ... why i'm alive now just for suffering? ...
 Cry of pain ... I'm lonely and sad and I want it back ... go back and make me smile again ...

I stay in my room cold,i look around...i think the walls are closing in around me...i feel alone...it's dark and cold,just like my heart...i close my eyes and i try forget everything
If i could laugh, I would not cry ...


Better die for something than live for nothing ...
Sick of crying, tired of trying, yes i’m smiling but inside i’m dieing…
My soul is lost for ever in the dark...don't worry...i'm fine,in my loneliness eternal...

So alone :'(



why i'm so alone...
you so far from me...
why i can't to be there with you?...
useless you tell me you love me if you are so far from me...no matter how much you love me if that is don't really...i thought as in finally i find that girl who really love me...but it was not so,she made me suffer more.
now i don't know what is to do...to continue my life and to suffer always or to kill myself...but i chose...to stay alive, but not very much time.
after one month or two i want to kill myself,if somebody want to stop me i stay togheter with that person forever,just girls can stop me.
i don't know what happen after two month or one...but i'm really sorry for everything </3 .

O poveste triste.


Sunt ca un inger,un demon, care ii face pe toti prietenii lui sa se simta foarte bine in preajma lui,sunt facut doar pentru a imi indeplini o misiune iar dupaceea sa dispar o data pentru tot deauna,si sa nu isi aduca aminte de mine nimeni,doar persoanele dragi mie...as fi preferat sa se intample altfel...

Sunt afara cu iubita,cineva a minti-o ca eu mai sunt impreuna cu cineva,ea nu ma crezut pe mine,a fugit spre strada eu am tipat la ea sa se opreasca...nu sa oprit...a dat masina in ea,a murit,mi-am dorit in acea clipa ca sa fiu eu cel care moare si ea sa imi ieie viata mea...timpul sa dat inapoi...si sa inversat rolurile..eu am aflat ca ea mai e impreuna cu cineva...nu am crezuto eu am fugit spre strada si a dat masina in mine..am murit pe loc,ea stia povestea adevarata...dar nu a spus la nimeni,imi doream sa traiesc mai mult alaturi de ea si sa fim fericiti impreuna dar prefer sa mor eu decat sa moara ea...ea inseamna totul pentru mine,ea era esenta vieti mele nu puteam trai fara ea nu vroiam sa fiu alaturi de o alta fata vroiam sa fiu doar cu ea...o iubeam mai mult decat orice...chiar daca se adunau toti oamenii din acest univers la un loc sa o iubeasca, nu se compara cu iubirea care o aveam eu fata de ea...
Te iubesc si te voi iubi mereu chiar daca nu sunt langa tine sunt in sufletul tau si acolo voi ramane pentru totdeauna,te voi iubi mereu.

New story.


Anywhere existed love,no matter at what distance,love cannot die,is forever and is in all people.
But not more people know how to love and how to apreciate that.
More people want only one thing and after break up relationship.
That is not love,is Fake love.
True love is:
To stay together with one girl a very long time, Must to love her.
To care about by she
is not good to lie in a relationship.
It's very cute to say her sweet words.
is nice to do things together with her.
and much more by this genre.
love existed and at away.

I love you.<3

Love


Something new...
Everything is revolves in love and dreams
Every time when you love maybe is just a dream
You have to see in her heart if she love you,if don't love you don't try...
do not try to make to love you.
Just think is just a dream a beautiful dream...who be extinguished when you wake up of that dream...
In life is to much.
The same in dreams.
In imagination,in dreams,in life you are condemned to suffer every time when you love...because maybe is not a feeling mutual.You know when you really love.

Just if.


if tomorrow i would not be really you will remember,all that was with us ever?
if tomorrow maybe i will go in whispers you will be like today..
has passed away one day you're always
how much i miss to hear your word.
in this short life and foreign...
i will be again together with you,in this life is to much.

Hate


Hate,Pain,Sad,Suicide,Alone,Away of you,Dreams,Hope,Love.

I love my Girlfriend.
I hate more people.
I'm alone when i'm not there with you.
I miss you when i'm not with you.
I love you so much that nobody in this world can't say.
I feel pain in my heart in every day when i'm not with you.
I fall asleep every day thinking about you.
I hope i never lose you.
I want to die when i see you sad.
I wanna suicide me when my heart is broken.
You are never away from me,i'm with you always in your heart.