Me and you.

Hi everyone...i wanna to tell something about me and my ex girlfriend...
I was together with her a long time...but at beginning did not exist strife...after that we started to strife us..but we got together again always ^^...but now...is different,now is seriously,now we are no longer together and i don't think we can be together again...i don't have what to do....i accept this thing and i try to pass over.
I don't know what feel she now,but i think she is sad and she feel alone,i don't know sure if she regretting for that..maybe yes maybe no...but i'm sorry for everything...all words..all what i said was true...now i don't have for what to lying.
I'd lie if i tell you I don't love you , i was blindfolded when i did what i made but afterwards i realized i was wrong what i made i regretted all what i made that make you to suffer,i'm sorry.
I love you...always when you tell me you love me i feel like i have butterflies in stomach :3 ...but now...i'm sad... i don't want to believe what i know now...
Idk what to do now...i stay and think...
This story is more big but for today i think is enough how much i writing...bye bye .

You really feel that?

In these stars are your feelings towards me<3

Why?

why,why you tell me that...why you tell me you love me if you don't feel something for me,just why...you don't know how i feel me now?

one angel is summoned me to him,but i refused him for you...because i love you...but if he wants to summon me again i will not refuse...because i do not have why to stay alive ..just for one girl who do not love me ?...no thanks...if you really feel something for me tell me now or lets me go...now and forever, together we can change the future...

just me and you just if you really feel something for me..if you don't feel something for me,i'm really sorry but i have to go...where? anywhere...i'm sorry goodbye my love...and i'm sorry because you don't want to stay with me forever...but you chose this not me...it's another world inside in my, what you never see...

True Story x3

Was a boy...was almost always alone and no have friends...he wished one girlfriend to truly love each other,and to be together always, to not lie to each other, that they won't break the relationship..and be happy together...especially him to be happy for the first time
because found a girl who can to  understand him and to accept it as it is.
He went outside to put down on the grass near a tree,was sitting saw a couple who passed by and laugh at him...he had tears in his eyes,went at home and she slept.
The next day he walk again in his favorite place, from that tree down on the grass...and when he got there he saw a girl,was sitting down and wept...the boy went to her and asked what's wrong, why she's crying?The girl looked at him and hugged him.
And he had tears in his eyes when he saw her crying,and it squeezes increasingly hard in her arms.
Boy has begun to cry and he told her to stop...not to cry anymore, and to tell him why cry and what happend...the girl said it was always alone and not have anybody.
Doesn't have a boyfriend, she said she wants a boyfriend to stay with her and love each other always,Her friends are all false, she do not had never one boy to a understand.
Boy told the girl that he does not have any friends,
boy was raised her and took her to him home...she asked why he brought her here,boy told her he want to talk with her.girl was told well...entered the house and spoke ..it was evening, she told him that she must go home,boy told her that he will take her home..
The next day they meet again at that place,girl told him that she liked him and boy told her the same,said that here it have to be their favorite place..to meet there always,boy say ok,girl kissed and hugged him...boy asked her if she wants to be his girlfriend..
girl was told yes..they were together, happy until one day.
girl had to leave town with her parents to move from there for forever.
boy started crying and said he will move with her.. girl told him not to move,boy told why?
I love you and i want to be always near of you,girl said that she loves him and wants to always be close of him but i have to move...boy run to him at home ..girl told her to stay with her to talk...
The girl went to him home was found the door open and everything broke  there and the boy sitting in bed and crying,the girl started crying and he  put near the boy, she told him, i love you very much and i don't want to move but must.
Boy says ok,girl take given a gift to the boy.gave her bracelet on gold, and a picture with her.boy take given her one teddy bear, and one chain of gold,the girl went home.
Girl made luggage,boy went to say goodbye,has kissed and hugged girl and say, I love you and will always love you,whatever may befall...do not forget that...the girl left with her parents, the boy went home and has started to cry.
After a month and have sent letters and pictures always,boy ..in last letter told him that today will be the last day for him...
Boy went to the tree and was hung.
The next day the girl ran of home on town where is boy,and started to cry,
girl give Bear back to him , and she went off a bridge and was threw..and the girl died.
girl's parents did not know where is her she knew only as she has ran of home. girl's parents learned that he committed suicide after 3 days for that boy and boy for that girl...
And then the  parents have realized that they made a big mistake that they tried to break that relationship...
No realized he'd be in feeling to this.
is too late to move back in that city...because he had lost girl and the boy lost girl...
and is loved so much ...

True Story.

first kiss could be the last kiss.
I go outside with 3 friends,i went to a place together and i stay there down...a girl in needles 3, she likes me...i like her too.
I talked....before to go home she kissed me and i kissed her...this is the first kiss between me and she.
That was the last kiss,since then i have not saw her...maybe not had to kiss her...but now not matter,she don't wanted something actual...i understood and i left her..
Has past a month and i have not seen it,now i don't know what doing that girl..but i don't care what she doing now,she can do everything what she want.

Story ^.^

Is your fault
You chose that not me...
you wanted to happen like this, not me.
Once in life i find one girl who really love me and she broken my heart,i don't know why but i know something else,she didn't had enough confidence in me.
I thought about it all the time to she,she is outside with others boys... she doesn't look at me but i don't know why...
Next day outside.
Again she is outside with others boys,and i'm with my best girlfriend..when she sees me comes to me and jump on me why i'm with my best girlfriend outside...i did not say anything..i'm go at home with my best girlfriend...
and my best girlfriend ask me, why that girl is so mean with me,i said, i don't know...
after 1 year...
my best friend committed suicide...i cried a week..after that i committed suicide...

So alone...but why ?

Sadness came over me and I want to cry ... can not ... I love you and want you back...
Shattered dreams, crushed hearts, and all is a mirage ...
Nobody understands me ... no one believes me, why are still alive ... why i'm alive now just for suffering? ...
 Cry of pain ... I'm lonely and sad and I want it back ... go back and make me smile again ...

I stay in my room cold,i look around...i think the walls are closing in around me...i feel alone...it's dark and cold,just like my heart...i close my eyes and i try forget everything
If i could laugh, I would not cry ...


Better die for something than live for nothing ...
Sick of crying, tired of trying, yes i’m smiling but inside i’m dieing…
My soul is lost for ever in the dark...don't worry...i'm fine,in my loneliness eternal...